I'm very tired and in a lot of pain. It's 4.24am and i'm scared of going to bed. When I'm not concentrating on anything in particular, my brain starts to worry about work and general life - will i be able to have a baby? Will the pain go away? Scared I'm going to get the sack from work. Or not be able to cope with work loads (though work load has vaguely reduced recently)
I can't keep spending all day in bed cos it's hot and boring but tha last couple of days ive been out and about a little bit and the pain has been much worse. It's too hot.
I don't really know what they found during my lap - I know they found and treated endo, but i dont think they said where it was.
I seem to have post op blues.
I;m in so much pain.
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